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No Caesar in the Palace

No Caesar in the Palace

“That the mirth of the wicked is brief, the joy of the godless lasts but a moment. Though the pride of the godless person reaches to the heavens and his head touches the clouds, he will perish forever, like his own dung; those who have seen him will say, ‘Where is he?’ Like a dream, he flies away, no more to be found, banished like a vision of the night. The eye that saw him will not see him again; his place will look on him no more.” (Job 20: 5-9)

Vegas sign at the end of Fremont Street, Las Vegas, NV.

I can hardly believe Labor Day has already come and gone. Where did August go? I worked so much during August that I will forever call it Labor Month, leading up to the Labor Day holiday. While I’m still hoping to get a month’s vacation in return for my 30+ days of super-human efforts, that’s a pipe dream. Still, having an extra day off to recover is appreciated.

This is my first time working for an executive who played a key role in my organization’s annual conference. The event took place last week – in Las Vegas, no less. In addition to my regular day job supporting the CPO and seven other executives, I organized 21 customer/partner/analyst and press meetings for my primary boss during the event – tracking everything on multiple spreadsheets for both the CPO and the six additional executives I support who also attended the event. The preparations kept me locked to my desk for an average of 14+ hour days over two weeks, with few breaks in between.

David brought cereal to me in my office after I rose before dawn and ate beside me to spend time with me. I took 10-minute lunch breaks and abandoned our nightly dog walking ritual over that interval, opting to keep working until 10 or 10:30 pm each evening. By the start of the second week of this routine, I began waking with leg cramps that continued to plague me during the day. I had reduced my daily step count by 5000 paces over this interval, and my body was feeling the strain – big time.

A giant replica of Michelangelo’s David statue graces the hall inside Caesars Palace, Las Vegas.

Our conference was held in Caesars Palace, and while the Italian décor was beautiful, especially the full-sized replica of Michelangelo’s David, I told my David that all of it was fake – a shallow imitation of the beautiful Italian sculptures that the two of us had marveled over in their original environment. Sure, there were statues of horses, carriages, Roman gods, and pillars, but those in Rome had been carved by hand thousands of years ago. While I learned that the Palace statues had also been sculpted from marble by skilled artisans, they are still mere imitations of the originals.

Several of my fellow team members attending the conference are Italian, and I asked one what he thought of the décor. “This is Caesars Palace, and yet Caesar is not here: only Augustus,” came his reply. I couldn’t help but laugh at the comment. While I later learned that Caesar was the title of a Roman emperor, rather than a person, of which “Augustus” was one, my friend’s perception matched my own. There was, in fact, no emperor in the Palace – only shallow replicas of the same.

The same sentiment stuck with me throughout my trip. The glitz and glamor were over the top in Las Vegas, with nothing of real value to show. After venturing out on my second night to determine whether there really was a canal with working gondolas in the Venetian hotel (there was!), I felt like I had to avert my eyes around every corner.

“Don’t look left, Sara,” one of my work friends told me as we ventured to Fremont Street on our third night during the conference. David had advised me to go there to see the overhead light show and the famous “Smoking Cowboy” sign he’d seen decades ago when visiting the city in his younger years. Knowing my sensitivities and values, my friend guided me along the street while preventing me from seeing the scantily clad men and women that bordered our path. I had shockingly wandered across several of these women the night before and told my friend of my stunned impressions.

“This place isn’t for me,” I told one of the hotel staff members, Carmen, overlooking our breakfast buffet the next morning. I had asked her how long she’d lived there, prompting her to reply: “My whole life. My children and grandchildren live with me.”

Frescoes, pillars, and statues fill the halls of Caesars Palace, Las Vegas.

“Don’t look right,” I was warned, averting my vision. “Don’t look at all, Sara,” my friend said, as I put my hand on her shoulder and allowed her to lead me along the street. While the light show was iconic, the cowboy sign had been replaced with a more miniature replica, and our visit yielded no great impression on my part. I couldn’t wait to return to my room at the hotel.

“There’s a lot of glitz, but it barely covers what’s underneath,” I replied. “Alongside all the fancy hotels, I saw people lying on the street and drunks walking beside the tourists. It’s easy to get caught up in all the glamour, but it looks like there are a lot of less fortunate people living right alongside this, as well.” Carmen nodded her head in agreement. “You’re right,” she said. “That’s all true.”

Marble statues greet patrons outside one of the Palace’s many restaurants inside the Casino.

With rent prices close to $4,000/month for a 3-bedroom home, according to the Uber driver who escorted me to the airport, homelessness is on the rise in Sin City. There were 26,000 evictions in 2024, according to Eviction Lab, which adds to the number of persons living on the street. Crime has risen 20 percent over the past year, as a result.

“Welcome to fabulous Las Vegas,” a renter living near a homeless encampment said. “We are filled with trash, garbage and homeless people sleeping in the streets. We’re so fabulous.”

While there’s no doubt that the casinos, shows, and spectacle of this town are a continual draw to many – one of my executives even boasted that he’d visited 30 times over the years – I saw only emptiness, fleeting fun, and shallow attempts at finding pleasure that can never satisfy.

Elaborate statues and pillars frame the many pools that fill the inner courtyard at Caesars Palace, Las Vegas.

“Those people need prayer,” I told David, as we prayed for them over lunch when I returned. “That entire city – those that live there and those that visit – all of them need Jesus.”

Just as Caesars Palace boasted no Caesar, so the promise of happiness to those seeking it through worldly means is false and shallow.

An empty palace can never compare to the joy of our salvation, just as a winning slot machine is incomparable to the riches awaiting believers in heaven. Just as there is no Caesar in the Palace, there can be no joy without a Savior. Anything else is just a fake, temporary version of the real deal. I pray that all those who are seeking will find Him– in Las Vegas and beyond.

We all need Jesus

We all need Jesus

Know that the Lord is God. It is He who made us, and we are His; we are His people, the sheep of His pasture. (Psalm 100:3)

We all need Jesus. What a profound statement that is. I’ve spent the past five weeks of my life working with people who purposely choose to deny that fact. I’m not sure I want to spend many more surrounded by such denial.  It hurts me to see such misguided pursuits. It’s one thing to know that there’s such repudiation in the world. It’s another to be in the middle of it without ever being able to speak against it or share what I know to be true – to be able to say out loud, “You all need Jesus.”

I woke at 4:45 am the other morning, knowing something had to give. After a month of work dreams and oppressed days filled with mentally and physically exhaustive actions, I’ve nearly had enough. These are not my people. I cannot support their culture.

I’ve never held a job where I’ve been pressed to join something counter to who I am – until now. I was promised that I was being hired to support my boss administratively and that I didn’t need to ascribe to the New Age ideals this environment espouses. That wasn’t true. In fairness, I don’t think my boss knew how untrue that statement was when she made her promise to me.

As an executive assistant, I can support anyone to the highest level of care that they require – whether that’s reading lines to someone in their underwear in preparation for a recorded interview (yes, I really did this) or washing dinner dishes from a 15-person event at 10:00 pm after a 15-hour work day (I did this a few days ago). I’ve traveled with my executives, packed for them, made their daily pitchers of iced tea, and reminded them of personal commitments as well as business events. I care about their families and fret over their lack of sleep. Despite the exhaustion, their support extends into my life, and I pray over and love them all.

And yet, there are lines I can’t cross. I see them everywhere in my current role, and I think it’s time for a giant step back.

The day after our national elections, my boss organized a “post-election meditation” with a friend and mentor of hers – Susan Salzberg. Susan is a woman who says things like, “We don’t need any sort of religious orientation to lead a life that is ethical, compassionate and kind.”

 While Susan’s statement may be true, what she’s forgotten is that she still needs Jesus. Life is more than being “ethical, compassionate, and kind.” It’s about worship. It’s about serving a Savior who loves us enough to send His Son to die for us. It’s about daily surrendering our lives to the only one who can ever save us. We can never do so ourselves.

Despite my desire to never participate in another guided meditation session at work, I was pressed to do so on November 6th. This time, as the group sat on porch chairs around a 56-inch mobile computer monitor to connect with Susan Salzberg via Zoom, I stood on the porch and looked out at God’s majestic mountains surrounding the campus. This time, I prayed to God with my eyes open – figuratively and literally – giving each of my team members to their Creator while praying over them as this guru guided everyone to “give themselves permission to heal.”

Instead of participating in the group “meditation,” I concentrated on worshiping the Creator of the Blue Ridge Mountains beyond the Marshall, NC campus where I stood.

The session began with my boss expressing that “we are all extremely distressed over the election of a person filled with hatred who will now govern our nation” – an opinion she assumed I shared. I don’t. She then said how our leadership team’s children “are afraid to go to school.” She continued, “We’re all so upset that we cried together earlier.”

While I knew she wasn’t speaking for me, and I can’t begin to understand her mentality, her elucidations were nothing compared to those this would-be guru of New Age cultism shared.

As the session continued, Susan responded by comparing the election to the dropping of the atomic bomb on Hiroshima. At the time, Susan explained, rumors expounded, including some that proclaimed trees would never bloom again. “They did,” she affirmed, “and people found within themselves the will to go on.”

As the half-hour session continued, I concentrated on my Savior and His created majesty. At the same time, my coworkers were led to focus on their breathing and silently meditate on questions such as “May I be healthy again?” and “May we be happy again?” Per Susan’s guidance, everyone should permit themselves to do so after raising these questions.

Susan then directed everyone to silently repeat the name of someone who made them happy while allowing themselves permission to smile in remembrance of that name. I smiled at this suggestion as I’d already been calling on the only name anyone ever needs to be happy and whole – Jesus. Jesus got me through that session, as He has every other questionable belief I’ve uncovered about this group’s mindset over the past month.

Jesus, I cried. These people are so lost. Be with them. Show Yourself to them. You are always with us. I see you in these mountains and this beautiful sky. They look inward to find their peace when Your peace already surrounds us. They can’t see You, even though You are always here. You created them, the world, and everything in it. Open their eyes, Lord. Open their hearts and help them to see You.

When the session was over, my boss effused over the empty words that she saw as healing – words that spoke to me of loss and desperation. Only God can heal the spirit, I knew. Only Christ can give us peace.

And so, after waking early to capture these thoughts, I wonder how much longer I can maintain my new role. I know I can’t be a part of this culture of madness that is seeking “mindful consciousness” when I have already found peace and security in Christ. I will never ascribe to their ideals. I can’t get excited at guided “sky gazing” – a practice our “Director of Net Offerings” detailed over lunch last week. He explained that the activity is one in which he frequently leads participants. When questioned about the activity, he clarified that – with his guidance – one can “become one with the sky and let it carry you away then gently bring you back to a better state within yourself.” I will never “recognize that both [me] and the sky are parts of the larger universe.” I know that I am not “the universe experiencing itself,” – nor will I think that “[I am] the universe looking into a mirror.”

Conversely, I am a created being, made in the image of God, and yet I can never be God – something I fear these people believe is possible. To me, such notions are blasphemous.

There is only one divine being – the triune God, Yahweh – my Heavenly Father, His Son, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit.

When exposed to such thoughts over the past month, I frequently repeat Psalm 100 to myself. This precious song has always been one of my favorites. I memorized it as a child; its words have become my daily touchstone.

Shout for joy to the Lord, all the earth. Worship the Lord with gladness; come before Him with joyful songs. Know that the Lord is God. It is He who made us, and we are His; we are His people, the sheep of His pasture. Enter His gates with thanksgiving and His courts with praise; give thanks to Him and praise His name. For the Lord is good, and His love endures forever; His faithfulness continues through all generations. 

We all need Jesus. I would be lost without Him, even as I believe everyone I work with is. I pray for them daily and give them all to His tender care.

I also pray that God will continue to guide me to do what He wants me to do. No matter where I look or how someone tries to guide me to see otherwise, I will always see Jesus.