What no eye has seen, what no ear has heard, and what no human mind has conceived – the things God has prepared for those who love Him. (1 Corinthians 2:9)

While walking around the frozen Cherry Creek Reservoir last December, I spotted something this Georgia girl never thought she’d see in frigid Colorado – sandcastles in the snow. Surrounded by the vast openness of the frozen tundra, these pint-sized constructs might have been easily overlooked. Yet to me, their diminutive structure stood as more than just an anomaly – their creation spoke of the promise of things to come. 

There’s much to be said about normalcy in life. Our routines give us confidence, and venturing into the unknown can be quite daunting. I must admit to feeling more than a little lost in my new workplace lately. As the newest staff member in a 60,000 person company, I’ve been grappling with my insignificance these past few weeks. I told a former co-worker that I feel like a tiny minnow in a school of sharks right now. While I assured her that I would swim out and find my place in the ocean, I know it will take considerable time and massive effort to do so. 

I can’t help but think about how the Israelites let their fear overpower them and prevent them from entering the Promised Land. In the Old Testament story, God told Moses to send twelve spies into the land in Canaan to provide a report of the riches the Lord had in store for the people of Israel. Rather than trusting in the Lord’s strength, ten of the spies came back fearful of the size of the people and fortresses they’d seen.

Of the twelve men sent, only Caleb and Joshua remembered God’s assurance of protection and did their best to instill confidence in their fellow Israelites. 

“The land we passed through and explored is exceedingly good. If the Lord is pleased with us, He will lead us into that land, a land flowing with milk and honey, and will give it to us. Only do not rebel against the Lord. And do not be afraid of the people of the land, because we will devour them. Their protection is gone, but the Lord is with us. Do not be afraid of them.” (Numbers 14:7-9)

Rather than trust the words of these Godly men – and more importantly – their Creator – the Israelites became fearful and seemingly forgot all the miracles the Lord had demonstrated to them as He led them out of Egyptian captivity. Their fear and mistrust not only caused them to grumble against God, but mob-rule nearly caused them to sin further by stoning Joshua and Caleb for their testimonies. Were it not for Moses’s prayerful petitions on behalf of the Israelites, God would have struck them all dead for their wicked behavior and their doubt in His promises. 

Proverbs 30:5 tells us that “Every word of God proves true. He is a shield to all who come to him for protection.” Just because we can’t see Him doesn’t mean that God isn’t with us and acting on our behalf. Quite the contrary. He is always doing so. 

While each of us will face situations where fear of the future may threaten to overwhelm us, we have only to remember that God has promised that there is a Promised Land ahead for all who believe in Him. We have only to keep our eyes on Christ and remember that He will see us through. Just as sandcastles in the snow remind us that warmer days are just ahead, God’s Word assures us that He has provided for our futures.  

My mind may have a hard time imagining all that is in store for me, but that doesn’t diminish its reality or greatness. Rather than focusing on today, I choose to look to tomorrow as I trust in God’s promises and provision. 

Look to Christ, beloved, and do the same.

No one has ever seen God, but if we love one another, God lives in us, and His love is made complete in us. (1 John 4:12)

A little over a week ago, I bid goodbye to my former work family. And by family, I mean those that I not only worked with but those I’ve grown to love, value, and cherish over the past four years. I didn’t just associate with my peers; I cared about their lives, prayed over their problems, and worked hard to show God’s light of love at every turn. 

These were people that I spent years encouraging, and it was important to me to not only say farewell but also to remind them, one last time, of their importance, in one final message of love.  

“You may not hear that you are appreciated enough,” I wrote, “but I’m here to tell you that it’s true. You are the glue that holds everything together. You are the heart and soul of this company and the undergirding that keeps everything and everyone else fortified. Never underestimate [your value] and never doubt how important you are.” 

The responses I received were precious to me. “You have made an impact that will be impossible to fill,” one of my team members wrote. “You have blessed us with your grace and kindness and are the literal heart of [our department].”

“You will be missed by everyone in this department,” wrote another, “perhaps more than you realize. Everyone who has worked with you here is better for having met you!” 

More than just messages of being missed, the most significant responses I received were those that alluded to the light of Christ that I worked so hard to project. 

• “You have been a shining, positive light [in our department]. We were blessed to have you.” 
• “You are always a source of sunshine!”
• “You have always been a beam of sunshine, and I was always in a better frame of mind after speaking with you.” 
• “You are always a very bright ray of sunshine in what can some days be a dreary and stressful workplace.” 

While I strive to perform above and beyond my work expectations, my primary purpose – in and out of the workplace – is to show love. Doing so hasn’t always been easy – especially when I am tired, overloaded, or rejected by others. But as a Christian, it’s my mission to emody God’s love, wherever I am, to whomever I meet.

Believers are called to be God’s hands and feet. We are the personification of our heavenly Father that the often harsh and sometimes cruel world needs to see. It’s not enough just to be loved by God and to love Him in return. We need to demonstrate God’s unquenchable love to everyone we meet – even and maybe especially in our places of employment. 

Many people we work with will never step foot inside a church building, but they can still know God by watching us. Do we offer generic greetings to people we pass in our places of employment, or do we take the time to show that we genuinely care by listening, engaging, and demonstrating concern for others? 

Are we afraid to say, “God bless you” or “I’ll pray for you” when we hear of familial stressors or the aching bodies and overworked minds of our team members?

Has political correctness become the new standard rather than honest compassion for the challenges faced by those we strive alongside each day? 

Have we forgotten to care about one another in today’s world? I pray not. 

Each of us has the same opportunities every day to demonstrate the light of Christ by how we act, respond, and care for one another. We must – each of us – make a daily, conscious choice to make a difference. We can either shut down or show up, shrink back or shine forth. I choose to do the latter – every single time. 

“Thank you so much for your kindness, encouragement, and positive nature,” one of my former teammates wrote to me, “and thank you for being a vessel that God uses every day to touch people.” 

Be the vessel. Be the lampstand. Be the light. Don’t be afraid to shine forth, beloved. Love God and love people. 

Now all glory to God, who is able, through His mighty power at work within us, to accomplish infinitely more than we might ask or think. (Ephesians 3:20)

For the past six months, I’ve been praying for God to guide my footsteps and show me what to do. My work stress had become so great that tears would spring to my eyes whenever I was asked about it. I was working 10, 12, even 14 hour days at one point, and work was always on my mind. When my supervisor told me to take my phone with me on a long, overdue vacation, I knew it was too much. I began applying for new jobs as soon as I returned from my trip. 

After submitting my first application, I fell prostrate before my Heavenly Father, begging Him to help me. Show me Your will, Lord, I prayed. If it is Your desire, open the door for me. Please open the door. 

Sensing my distress, my mother called the Billy Graham Evangelism Association Prayer Line on my behalf and asked for prayer. In response, the counselor prayed Psalm 86 with her. When she later told me of her call, I looked the scripture up, and the words spoke powerfully to my heart. 

“Hear me, Lord, and answer me, for I am poor and needy. Guard my life, for I am faithful to You; save your servant who trusts in You. You are my God; have mercy on me, Lord, for I call to you all day long. Bring joy to your servant, Lord, for I put my trust in You…Hear my prayer, Lord; listen to my cry for mercy. When I am in distress, I call to You, because you answer me.” (v. 1-4,6-7)

With each application I submitted, I prayed that God would guide me. More than anything, I wanted to follow His plan for my life, which meant I needed to surrender. As much as I felt I needed to move on, a part of me struggled with the thought that maybe He wanted me to stay. With each prayerful petition, I ended by submitting myself to my Creator’s control.

Your will be done, Lord, I prayed. Open the door if it’s what You want for me and close it if it’s not. 

Surrender is never easy. A friend of mine recently asked me what I meant when I told her that she needed to do the same.

“To surrender, you need to accept whatever outcome God brings,” I explained. “You need to prepare your heart to be content with whatever happens. If He wants you to stay, you need to accept that. If He wants you to move ahead, He will open the door for you.” 

It’s not easy to find happiness in all circumstances, but I found my peace after much prayer. I knew God had brought me to my current work environment and that He used my positivity to encourage others. I accepted that He might need me to remain where I was, so I let go of my fervency and settled into what I perceived to be His will. 

That’s when I saw the job listing. It was posted on a Sunday night – something I’d never seen before. Who posts jobs on a Sunday? I’ll apply tomorrow. 

But something inside me told me not to delay. I pulled out my computer and spent the next several hours researching, rewriting my cover letter, and applying for the job. 

Monday morning, I had an email from the VP of HR asking me for an interview. I could hardly believe such a thing could happen so quickly. On the first day? Who contacts candidates on the first day after posting a job? Don’t they want to wait until more resumes are received before setting up interviews? It seemed surreal to hear back so quickly when I’d been waiting months for other organizations’ responses. 

Nevertheless, I responded quickly and had my first interview a few days later. 

At the end of our discussion, I was told by the recruiter that he was moving me forward to meet with the hiring manager. Again, I was astounded. This doesn’t happen, I thought. But it did. Before long, I was scheduled for my second interview. 

Your words, my lips, Lord, I prayed. I had failed at another interview that took place with a different company in the interim, and I didn’t have a lot of confidence going into this one. Still, I prayed: Your words, my lips, Lord. If this is what you want me to do, you need to give me Your words. You are in control.

At the start of our discussion, the hiring manager allowed me to talk about whatever I wanted to with him – my hobbies, family, interests – whatever I felt like discussing was fair game. I started to talk about my writing and then stopped. It was as if God halted my words and redirected my thoughts. 

“Let me tell you who I am,” I began. I then proceeded to explain that I am an encourager – a topic I would typically never discuss. This was a job interview. I was supposed to talk about my work, not my personality. 

When I was done speaking, my interviewer told me that I had provided the best response he had ever received in any interview he’d ever conducted. Thank you, Jesus! I thought. Those were Your words, not mine. 

After nearly an hour into what was only supposed to be a half-hour interview, the hiring manager told me he didn’t want to put me on the spot, but he wanted to move me forward to meet the two top people I would be working with, in addition to him. And so he did. 

A week and a third interview later, I was offered the position – one which I never thought I’d get, for more pay than I anticipated, in a field that offered more stability than my current role. Needless to say, I accepted.

“I will praise you, Lord my God, with all my heart; I will glorify Your name forever. For great is Your love toward me; You have delivered me from the depths, from the realm of the dead.” (Psalm 86: 12-13)

We don’t often think of surrendering to win, but that’s what God longs for all of us to do. Jesus gave us the ultimate example of submission when He prayed to His heavenly Father before being arrested in the Garden of Gethsemane. “Father, if you are willing, take this cup from me,” He prayed, “yet not my will, but yours be done.” (Luke 22:42) 

If Jesus could willingly take on my guilt and yours by suffering a horrific death on a cross, how much more should I relinquish my desires to Him? My acquiescence is nothing compared to His. 

And so I am now blessed with yet another profound testimony. I know that God opened this door for me. What He provided is exceptionally more than I ever could have anticipated. What I received is a miracle. I don’t know what tomorrow will bring, but I know God is with me, and that’s all that matters. 

Believe in the impossible, beloved, and remember that it’s only in surrendering that we can win. 

From a young age, I idolized the concept of love. I wanted to be the princess being swept off her feet by Prince Charming. He would rescue me from the evil villain and carry me off to his castle to live happily ever after. The reality of my life is much different. 

As I write about in my testimonial blog, Flawless, I was always the outcast growing up – the nerdy, unattractive girl picked last, overlooked, and made fun of by everyone. I dreamed of being loved unconditionally, but instead, married men who demoralized, demeaned, and defeated my belief in the emotion. 

“There are no such things as fairy tales,” my first husband told me as I begged for scraps of affection from him. I made a fool out of myself, hoping he’d grow to love me. As I learned all too well, you can’t change someone who doesn’t have the desire to do so. I grew to fear his violent anger and soon learned to keep my mouth shut.

My second husband linked affection to materialism. Love, in his world, was dispensed through the conditional distribution of objects like food, clothing, and shelter – only given if my performance was up to par. In other words, as long as I kept a spotless house, disavowed friends and family, and worshipped at the feet of his domination, I would be “rewarded” with tokens of goodwill. If I didn’t, food would be removed and I would be locked out of the house.

Neither of these lifestyles exemplified the emotion I searched for. 

In contrast, the Bible uses the term agape to define the type of love we are to demonstrate for one another. GotQuestions.org defines agape in this way: 

“The essence of agape love is goodwill, benevolence, and willful delight in the object of love. Unlike our English word love, agape is not used in the New Testament to refer to romantic sexual love. Nor does it refer to close friendship or brotherly love, for which the Greek word philia is used. Agape love involves faithfulness, commitment, and an act of the will. It is distinguished from the other types of love by its lofty moral nature and strong character. Agape love is beautifully described in 1 Corinthians 13.”

As Christians, we are told to love one another – in fact, the word love is used 551 times in the New International Version of the Bible. A few examples of this usage are listed below: 

• “A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.” (John 13: 34-35)
• “Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins.” (1 Peter 4:8)
• “…serve one another humbly in love.” (Galatians 5:13)
• “My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you.” (John 15:12)
• “Be devoted to one another in love. Honor one another above yourselves.” (Romans 12:10)
• “Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love. This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him. This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins.” (1 John 4: 7-10)

In all of the above verses and throughout the Bible, one common theme stands apart – God tells us to demonstrate love just as He did for us. We are never promised that anyone other than our Creator will love us in return.

As counterintuitive as it seems, receiving love should never be our motivation for dispensing the same. We are only told to give agape love to one another. 1 John 4:11 encapsulates this concept by telling us, “Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another.”

God demonstrated His unconditional love for us by providing His Son to be the perfect sacrifice for our sins. Whether we deserve, acknowledge, or appreciate it, Christ took our sins upon Himself so that we could spend all eternity in heaven with Him.

When the Pharisees asked Christ to define the greatest commandment, He didn’t hesitate: “The most important one,” answered Jesus, “is this: ‘Hear, O Israel: The Lord our God, the Lord is one. Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’ The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself. There is no commandment greater than these.” (Mark 12: 29-31)

Our directive is simple: we are to love one another unconditionally. No matter how the world treats us, no matter how cruel or neglectful our circumstances are, no matter if or when we are ever to be loved in return, we are to love each other. That’s not always the easiest thing to do. In fact, it may be the most formidable command we are ever asked to follow. 

As Christians, we should exemplify Christ’s love in everything we do. Agape love should emanate from our pores as we enter the workplace. It should fill our speech as we talk to one another. It should be evident in our actions as we move throughout our days. And it should astound others when they treat us poorly. If anyone is ever asked to define us, their most significant descriptor should be that we embody love. 

On Valentine’s Day and beyond, our life’s ambition should be to purposely, adamantly, affectionately love one another. In a world filled with anger, mistrust, and betrayal, we will only make a difference by manifesting Christ’s love. “Beloved, if God so loved us, we ought also to love one another.” (1 John 4:11) Go, and do likewise.

Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall become like wool. (Isaiah 1:18)

After days of rain, the skies cleared this afternoon, allowing the sun to shine down on my screen porch windows, highlighting their blemishes. Over the past few months, pollen and dirt blew through the screens, causing spots to form on the windows as the rains dried. When the days are cloudy, the marks are barely visible, but when the sun is shining, the murkiness is clearly evident. 

Our lives are often like these dirty window panes. We don’t always see the distortion, and seldom take the time to self-analyze and improve ourselves. It’s only when the Son shines through that we can more readily observe the ugliness that maligns our view and better recognize our need for our Savior’s cleansing touch.  

Recently, a dear friend of mine has been dealing with an oppressive work environment that has left her exhausted, defeated, and physically sick, at times. After months of encouraging her to seek employment elsewhere, she finally agreed, and together, we worked on updating her resume and cover letter. While she knew her situation was bad, it may have been easier to ignore the damage it was causing than to work to correct it.

Change is hard, no matter how desperately it’s needed. We will frequently do almost anything to avoid disrupting our sense of normalcy, no matter how abnormal and unhealthy such standards may have become.

Whether it’s bad habits, recurring sin, or even fear of change that holds us down, we must remember that our Savior longs to bless us and make us clean again. The devil will use every weapon in his arsenal to distort our view and prevent us from living the fulfilled existence that God longs to provide.

Too often, we allow ourselves to settle for the way of least resistance as we hold onto the muck that accumulates in our lives. Doing so keeps us from following the path our Savior wants us to travel with Him. 

I’ve often rationalized bad situations by believing that God chose them for me. The truth is, I paid the consequences of poor decisions by seeking my way rather than my Creator’s. How often do we listen to the voices in our heads rather than seeking guidance from above? Much too frequently, our choices make for a troubled journey rather than a smooth trip.

Life can be challenging, but it doesn’t have to be. By consistently seeking God’s plan and purpose, we can find His peace and clarity in even the most trying of circumstances.

The apostle Peter took a step of faith when he walked out of his fishing boat and onto the rough seas. As long as he kept his eyes on his Savior, he was able to walk on the water. It was only when he looked down at the waves and became fearful that he started to sink. 

It’s easy for us to look at that story and criticize Peter for his anxiety, but we, too, have a tendency to take our eyes off our Savior. We frequently let our fears restrain us from seeking our potential in Christ. Imagine how much more we could achieve if we would only trust His sustaining power to move us forward and into His plans. 

The apostle Paul reminds us, “For the spirit of God does not make us timid, but gives us power, love, and self-discipline.” (2 Timothy 1:7) Oh, that we all could be empowered with God’s strength in such a way.

We don’t have to keep looking through dirty windows at a dismal future ahead. With Christ’s atoning blood, we have already been washed clean. It’s our own distorted vision that holds us back. Through God’s grace, we are fully equipped to move forward into a brighter tomorrow.

You will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast, because they trust in you. (Isaiah 26:3)

Over the past week, a dear friend and I both faced big decisions regarding our futures. Whereas she had to determine whether to return to her former workplace or choose another, I needed to decide if I should remain where I am or move on. The choices we reached would alter our lives in dramatic ways and were not easy determinations. 

“Pray about it,” I advised her. “And I will join you by praying that God will give you the wisdom you need to make the right decision.”

Even as I prayed for her, I did the same for myself – asking God to guide my steps and show me what to do, as well.

The paths that led each of us to these turning points were craggy and challenging, filled with deep despair and unprecedented uncertainty. In my friend’s case, she had been released from her job ten months ago, during a workforce reduction. After nearly a year without the validation of employment, her self-esteem and security were understandably shaken. 

When her prior position became available, she reapplied for the role. Ironically, she had recently interviewed for a similar position, and both managers wanted to hire her. In the expanse of a heartbeat, she went from not having a job to having to decide which job she should take. 

“When God rains down blessings,” I told her, “He raises you up on the flood-waters. Let all of this serve as a reminder of how valuable you are and that God is in control!” 

For myself, my prayer has always been for God to make His will abundantly clear to me. While following the path I believed He was leading me upon, another option availed itself that made me question if I was doing the right thing.

 I need your wisdom, Lord, I prayed. I need to know that this is what I should do. Grant me your peace as I trust in You. 

After uttering that prayer, I made my mind up to move forward in my decision and not question it. God had provided reassurance to me at each phase in my journey. I felt His presence beside me and knew that He heard my petitions. I believed the devil was taking my eyes off of Christ’s victory in keeping me double-minded and doubtful. 

Determined not to let that happen, I surrendered to God’s direction and thanked Him for guiding me. 

In acknowledging God’s provision and grace, my spirit was elevated to a position of peace that I had not felt in months. Likewise too, I witnessed my friend’s joy return once she reached her decision, with God’s help. Whereas before we were doubtful, our faith in Christ gave us confidence. 

And why not? Peace can only come with full, wholehearted surrender. Each of us has the power to trust in God, yet too often, we rely on our own strength. How many sleepless nights must we endure before we believe in and obey Him fully? 

Charles Stanley captured this same sentiment when he preached the following about trust: “In God’s almighty, omnipotent hands, He has reached out to you and me and He has given to us every single promise in this Book, and He says they are magnificent promises. That is, every single promise is a mega-dose of God’s grace. Any of you deserve any of it? Not a one. Has anyone ever seen a promise of God that came up short? No. Have any of us ever seen a situation or a problem, heartache, or burden where God was not more than sufficient? No. Has God’s remedy ever come up short? Never.”

Jeremiah 29:11 reminds us that our Creator knows our future and has a purpose for each of us. “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”

My faith rests in Christ. When the world says I should doubt, God says to trust. When life beats me down, God will always lift me up.

I won’t feel uncertainty if I trust my Creator. God’s grace and provision will always be sufficient for me, and I will forever trust His plans for my life. 

I will praise the Lord, who counsels me; even at night, my heart instructs me. (Psalm 16:7)

I’m a careful decision-maker – especially when it comes to personal matters. I weigh the pros and cons of major decisions long before I have to make them – often seeking others’ advice and praying heartily for wisdom. Ultimately, it is God’s guidance I pursue the most. I’ve made too many bad decisions on my own not to have learned to pray for divine discernment. 

James 1:5 tells us, “If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you.” 

And so I pray. Give me your wisdom, Lord Jesus. Show me what I should do. 

Over the last six months, my soul has been troubled. As a joyful person, feeling uncertainty in the future has plagued my confidence and disturbed my happiness.

2020 was a challenging year. The economic uncertainty of COVID caused many businesses to layoff workers or close their doors for good. I know full well how blessed I am to still have a job but is it best to have faith that my position remains secure or pursue alternate options in anticipation of another downturn?

And so the prayers began. 

I need your wisdom, Lord, I prayed. Show me what I should do. Lead me where You want me to go. 

Any number of scenarios played out in my mind while I contemplated my next steps. I could stay, stagnate, and stress, or I could pursue my Creator’s purpose for my life. I chose the latter. 

“Give yourselves completely to God, for you were dead, but now you have new life. So use your whole body as an instrument to do what is right for the glory of God.” (Romans 6:13)

Serving Christ with my entire existence drives me every day. I wake and listen to sermons while readying for work. I listen to Christian music while driving to uplift my spirit and stay positive in the workplace. I read my Bible over my lunchbreak to grow in God’s wisdom. It is my perpetual goal to be His light and serve Christ by serving others. 

And yet, the disquiet continued. Am I where I’m supposed to be? I wondered. I felt so good about this position for so long, but now, there is unrest. Is God prompting me to move on? I wasn’t sure. And so, the prayers continued. 

“Time and season,” advised one of my dear sisters-in-Christ. “God put you here during the time and season in which He needed you to be here. He will show you what to do next.” 

My greatest desire is to serve and uplift others. I know that. One of the biggest reasons I started this blog is to encourage fellow sojourners by sharing my trials and travels with them.

As David Jeremiah said, “If you don’t discover your purpose and start doing what God called you to do, you’ll miss out – but that’s not all. A lot of other people will miss out because they’re going to miss the blessing of your giftedness. You’ll be depriving them of what God wants to do for them through you. Everybody God intended to be blessed by your life will miss that blessing because you aren’t doing what God created you to do.”

And so my pilgrimage continues. I pray for God’s guidance and seek His wisdom in my journey. I ask Him to guide my steps in the days ahead and show me, with absolute clarity, where I should go. I pursue His purpose for my existence and will trust His direction.

My new prayer is actually a promise: “The LORD will work out his plans for my life— for your faithful love, O LORD, endures forever. Don’t abandon me, for you made me.” (Psalm 138:8)

I won’t take a step without His guidance. May it be the same for you, beloved. 

And so, Lord, where do I put my hope? My only hope is in you. (Psalm 29:7)

One of my most significant shortcomings is that I tend to repeat failures in my head. “You should have done better. You weren’t prepared enough. You might as well accept defeat.” These thoughts repeatedly play in my mind on a continuous loop once I have committed a blunder of some sort. To overcome this way of thinking, I need to remind myself that such perception comes from the devil rather than from God. Satan loves it when I focus on my haggard humanity rather than Christ’s supernatural strength. 

A week ago, I participated in a test that did not go well. I had previously done better than expected on a similar assessment a few days earlier, which perhaps left me overconfident in this second venture. Everything that could go wrong in this subsequent platform did – leaving me humbled, humiliated, and horrified at my performance. “I should have done better. I wasn’t prepared enough. I might as well accept defeat,” came the recurring mantra in my head. 

A third evaluation will occur this upcoming week, and I must profess to emotions of underconfidence and insecurity. Where I was previously calm and collected, I am now anxious and apprehensive. Nehemiah 8:10, “The joy of the Lord is my strength,” has always been my life verse – but I am feeling neither joyful nor robust. 

Thankfully, God sees me differently. 2 Timothy 1:7 reminds me that “God has not given us a spirit of fear and timidity, but of power, love, and self-discipline.” 

Satan, on the other hand, delights in my self-doubt. He enjoys taking my eyes off of God by reminding me of my frailties. Philippians 4:13 affirms that “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.”

I don’t have to be a super-woman to do well. I don’t need to rely on my intellect and superiority to be a champion for God. Such things have never been my forte. I am Christ’s humble servant, and with His help and His power, I will do the best I can then leave everything in His hands.  

Thomas Edison’s teachers told him he was “too stupid to learn,” and purportedly tried 1,000 times to create a successful lightbulb before doing so. 

Walt Disney was told he “lacked imagination and had no good ideas” after failing as a newspaper editor.

Abraham Lincoln grew up illiterate but educated himself so well that he ultimately passed the bar exam. He lost eight elections before becoming the 16th United States president and eventually led our nation through one of the most trying times in American history. 

While my failures may not seem as dramatic as those faced by the above, they could be equally paralyzing if I let them. 

In his book Overcomer, David Jeremiah tells the story of Reese Kauffman, president of Child Evangelism Fellowship. Kauffman had lost four major business accounts before launching his charity and was feeling depressed and defeated. While canoeing one afternoon, he laid out his problems before the Lord and felt his spirits lifted. 

“My countenance changed, and my joy returned,” Kauffman said. “I also realized afresh that it grieves the Lord when we don’t trust him. He has never once failed us. I can’t tell you how many times, both in business and in ministry, I’ve had to metaphorically get back into that canoe and remind myself that whenever I am fretting, it’s because I’m not thinking biblically or seeing clearly.”

As David Jeremiah summarized, “It’s alright to talk to God about your problems. But sometimes, you need to talk to your problems about God.”

And so I shall. I am ready to face this week’s tests and challenges with God’s help, knowing that I don’t do so alone. The joy of the Lord is my strength, and I will face my upcoming evaluations with confidence, knowing that He is with me. My hope is in God, who made heaven and earth. Whatever the outcome, I know He will see me through to His divine will for my life. 

Don’t be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand. (Isaiah 41:10)

It’s easy to feel overwhelmed by shattered expectations – whether encountered in the political arena, the workplace, or personal lives. No one likes to lose, and when we feel defeated, it’s tempting to give up our goals and dreams. It’s simple to sit down and wallow in vanquishment. It’s harder to get up and keep pressing on – despite the obstacles before us. Yet that’s precisely what we’re called to do as servants of the most high God. 

While Christians are concerned about the potential for future persecution in America, we have suffered little compared to those who’ve preceded us in the faith.

• Early Christians were tortured, enslaved, or brutally massacred in the Roman coliseum. 
• All of Christ’s disciples but John were martyred and suffered horrific deaths at the hands of their enemies.  
• The monk Telemachus was stoned to death by patrons of the gladiatorial games when he attempted to stop the fighting. 
• John Huss, a Czech reformer and predecessor of Martin Luther, was burned at the stake for his outspokenness against the Catholic church. 
• Protestants were tortured and burned to death during the reign of Queen Mary Tudor. 
• William Tyndale, who translated the Bible to English, was martyred for denouncing the divorce of King Henry VIII. He was, ultimately, killed by strangulation, with his body later burned at the stake.
• Dietrick Bonhoeffer, a Lutheran pastor who dared to speak out against Adolf Hitler, was hung to death just two weeks before American forces liberated the camp where he was held. 

In America, tolerance seems to apply to everything but Christianity. Most attribute the start of the decline to be the removal of prayer from schools in 1962. More recently, we’ve seen massive lawsuits awarded against those who dared pray in Jesus’ name, crosses removed from areas where they were formerly erected as sacred memorials, and nativity scenes banned from the public square during Christmas.

On the opposite side of the spectrum, “Drag Queen story hours” are celebrated in children’s libraries, teens are afforded abortions without parental consent, and pastors have been arrested or threatened and fined for holding church services during COVID restrictions. 

But does this mean that Christians should be discouraged? Certainly not. Times of testing serve to strengthen the mettle of our faith and force us to dig deeper into our Christian values. Just as the death of Christ and his disciples did not abolish Christianity, neither should any opposition in today’s society keep us from holding firm to our beliefs and values. Now is the time to strengthen our witness and bolster our resolve to remain true to what we believe. 

“So that the tested genuineness of your faith—more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire—may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ.” (1 Peter 1:7)

Jesus called His followers to stand firm in their faith, despite any obstacles against it. We don’t have to win by worldly standards to be victors for Christ. The world can do nothing that God, Himself, doesn’t allow. His Word and His approval should be all we worry about. 

“Blessed are you when others revile you and persecute you and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on my account. Rejoice and be glad, for your reward is great in heaven, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you.” (Matthew 5: 11-12)

Now is the time for boldness in our testimonies. We can’t give in to fear of persecution or isolation. The “Cancel Culture” may threaten to remove our social standing, but what is that in comparison to approval by our Creator? 

“Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell.” (Matthew 10:28)

As Christians, it’s long past time to put on the armor of the Lord and stand firm against the “flaming arrows of the evil one “(Ephesians 6:16). 

Be strong, beloved, and stand firm in your faith. The time to prepare for battle is before it is upon you. Stay rooted in God’s Word. Stay true to your convictions. And never waver in your beliefs. 

God is in control, and He will equip you for the fight. No matter what skirmish you may lose today, never forget that “The LORD your God is the one who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies to give you victory.” (Deuteronomy 20:4)